Conversion – from darkness to light
THE WORD IN LENT 2026 – WEDNESDAY FOURTH WEEK
March 18 – Isaiah 49: 8-15; John 5: 17-30
March 18 – Isaiah 49: 8-15; John 5: 17-30
March 17 – Ezekiel 47: 1-9, 12; John 5: 1-3, 5-16
Conversion, is the internal journey from darkness to light – that
is the theme the Word continues to reiterate this week! We know what it takes
to undertake this journey from the obscurities of our daily life towards the
light that leads us to eternity. Although we know what it takes, we are not
always in a position to undertake that journey. Our fears, failures,
discouragements, temptations, doubts and compromises, prevent us from pulling
ourselves up and moving towards that light that beckons us.
We have a very powerful example of this in the man whom we
encounter in the Gospel passage today – ill for 38 years, the cleansing water
right in front of his eyes, along with his inability to get to it… we are
presented with an existential problem of knowing and choosing!
However, the Lord deconstructs that vision… the incredible and
unlimited mercy of God says – what is there if you are unable to reach the
healing waters, the life-giving Water is right there reaching out to you! That
is the Gospel event today – Jesus, the life-giving water stands right in front
of him asking, do you want to be well again? What an opportunity! All that the
man manages to do is only lament that he is not able to go the waters, so
unaware of who it is that stands looking over him! How many times this happens
to us – when the Life-giving springs offer to renew us totally and give us a
new and transformed life, we are out there asking for something so
insignificant vis-à-vis the eternity.
The first reading pictures to us this in a more picturesque manner…
the life-giving waters that flow from the sanctuary generating life wherever it
flows, symbolising Christ who comes forth from the Father creating a new earth
and new heavens as we reflected yesterday. Jesus reaches out to us and wants to
enliven us in every way possible. All that we need to do is recognise that
presence, allow the waters to flood into our lives and make us whole again.
March 16 – Isaiah 65: 17–21; John 4: 43-54
Lent as a time of Conversion, is the underlying theme during this
week which invites us to rejoice. Isaiah gives us a reason to rejoice in the
first reading today: because the Lord rejoices in us and the Lord wants us to
rejoice in what God is creating for us – the new heavens and a new earth! That
is the promise of the Lord. But every time we hear such a promise, we begin to
suspect it. That is because, we do not believe.
The Word raises a very pertinent question today – do we believe
when we see miracles? or we begin to see miracles when we believe? The new
heavens and the new earth – the Lord deigns to create, but it remains on our
part to behold it. And it happens on a daily basis… the Lord keeps offering us
moments, experiences and circumstances to behold the new heavens and the new
earth.
The experience of conversion is beholding this gift that God
offers. To look at what God has willed into existence for us, including us. It
takes to look at what God continues to offer us in God’s holy will. All these
can happen only if we have enough light to behold! I am the light – Jesus
declared in the Gospel we reflected upon yesterday! The question remains – Yes,
Jesus has declared, but how ready am I to receive that light, to behold that
light?
Jesus in the Gospel points to us how unprepared we are and how
obstinate we are in refusing to see, in refusing to behold what the Lord is
doing for us. There could be two major reasons for it, or three.
Firstly, our obstinacy not to see… because we want every thing the
way we want, anything different we are not ready to see. That is the merit of
that official who approaches Jesus – he wanted Jesus to come to his house, but
Jesus told him to go and he will see the miracle… he did not insist, he turned
and went, went towards the miracle and he beheld it!
The second reason is our impatience… we want things when we want
it, we cannot wait for God’s own time! We want it then and there, and when it
does not happen we start looking for other channels…as we surf on a TV or by
now on our mobiles…and we miss the real miracles prepared for us… we are not
there to behold them.
And a third reason, is the most disturbing and we need to avoid: that we are already blind, blind because we are overpowered by evil and negativity. God forbid! May this not be so in our case! Let us take to heart our call to conversion: the call from darkness to light, to behold the new heavens and a new earth.
THE WORD IN LENT – LAETARE SUNDAY 2026
March 15 – 1 Samuel 16:1,6-7,10-13;
Ephesians 5: 8-14; John 9: 1-41
Listening and Fasting: Lent as a time for conversion... we have reached the
fourth Sunday of the season – the Laetare Sunday – Rejoice, is the call! The first two weeks we had reflected
on the term “Listening” and the last week we reflected on the term, “Fasting”,
and now we turn to the term “Conversion”! That is the call with which we began
the lent – repent, convert, come back to the Lord. Beginning today these last
two weeks before the Holy Week, the Word would draw our attention to this
experience – the experience of conversion. We begin with reflecting this Sunday
how conversion is a blessed journey from darkness to light.
We are capable of this journey from darkness to light, because we are
chosen. But let us remember, as the Word reminds us today, we are chosen in our nothingness! The first reading presents us this message with
such simplicity, in the figure of David the shepherd boy who was chosen to be
the King of Israel, a choice that looked weird and dumb to many, including Samuel
the prophet who was an instrument in that choice. It was a strange choice, because
it was a choice of nothing, it was a choice that seemed so bleak as a future…but
we know it did work, because it was God’s choice.
We are chosen, that does not say that we merit to be chosen; it is not
because we have what it takes to make that choice go right, but merely because God’s
love has chosen us. It is indeed a reason to rejoice. It is not a rejoicing in
despite of others, but a rejoicing in recognition of our nothingness, which is
so precious in the eyes of the Lord…Rejoice o Jerusalem, rejoice my people,
rejoice my sons and daughters, the Lord invites. You were darkness once, but
now you are light in the Lord; be like children of light – the reminder from
Paul is a stark reminder of the fact that we have just reflected on.
The Lord does not just choose us and leave us to our sorts… the Lord leads
us on. Like the shepherd leads the sheep, so does the Lord lead us on – this is
brought out by two symbols that stand out in the Word today: David the shepherd
boy who was chosen to shepherd the people of God, and the experience of the Lord
as my shepherd. This shepherd leads us on, not merely in times of sunshine and
glory, but in specially in times of obscurity and darkness. More specifically, the
Divine Shepherd leads us through the
darkness! None of us can
escape the darkness that surrounds us; the presence of God does not guarantee
us that there won’t be darkness, but that when there is darkness, we would not
be alone; we would not need to fear or panic. Because the Lord leads us right
through that darkness, the valley of death, the depths of darkness.
We have enough and more of this experience of darkness in daily life – the problems
and challenges we face, the misgivings at home and the lack of understanding,
the crises at work and tussles with persons, the temptations that assail us and
the troubles we have to face, the evil that threatens us and sometimes takes over
our own minds and choices… all these darknesses exist close around us. But the
message is – do not fear, Christ will shine on us… we shall rise and shine with
the Lord. Jesus us telling is today, do not worry – go and wash in the mercy of
God… there is the great sacrament of Penance waiting for us, just for our
taking. Go, wash and be light, invites the Lord, and leads us right through
the darkness that wants to bind us.
Howsoever the darkness tries, it cannot overpower us, unless we allow it to.
The reason is, we have the Shepherd by our side who leads us towards the light, the light of eternity! Jesus today approaches us and says the darkness
that seems to be around us, is no object of fear – it will be turned into an instrument
to give glory to God, when the Lord leads us to light. When we walk out of that
darkness and become the light that the Lord wants us to, the world will not
recognise us – just as the people who had seen that blind man in the Gospel could
no longer recognise him. He was healed, he changed, and he soon came to see,
not just see but see the Lord and believe in the Lord. While the Jews… they
remained blind, blind to the Lord who was right there amidst them working wonders;
they chose to remain blind, they chose not to walk towards the light.
Once again let us turn to that man who received sight, who became light –
it meant that he had to testify for the Lord, stand up and proclaim the Good
News that he had received. He brought problems to himself, but he had already
moved from darkness to light; nothing could blind him anymore. That is our call
too; and that is the conversion we are called to… to walk from darkness to light,
the light of eternity. From doubts and despair, from discouragements and disgruntles,
from obstinacy and obscurity, we are called to walk into the light. When we do
that, we shall experience the One who declares, “as long as I am in the world, I
am the light of the world” and invites us to become the light of the world.
It is good to ask ourselves today, if we would dare to say as that man in
the Gospel – I know I was blind, and now I can see… Lord, I believe!
March 14 – Hosea 5:15 – 6:6; Luke 18: 9-14
From lack to fullness – this week’s inspiration towards fullness, leads to the summit of such reflections: what I want is love not sacrifice. In fact, the whole discourse on fasting or any other “sacrifice” that is thought of as Lenten practice is brought into critical question in this teaching.
Sacrifices that we propose to undertake lose their real sense, if we fail to arrive at the real objective to which they have to bring us. For instance, if I am not able to relate normally on an ordinary basis with my brother or sister, if I am unable to respect someone with whom I share my daily moments of life, if I am not ready to see someone without tending to judge him or her even before getting to know the person truly…what would a great act of penitence mean or how would a big sacrifice I decide to make really matter? This is the wisdom of the Word today.
The Lord seems to say, the only sacrifice that the Lord considers worthy is the sacrifice of love – a sacrifice, an action that comes out of love! Whether an act or a decision comes out of love or not, only each one can say. This is so because there are so many opportunities of faking love, masking our selfishness, hiding out judgements, playing between the real and the good image of ourselves etc., hence truth alone can set us free, ready to receive what the Lord wants to communicate.
The Lord knows our hearts, our intentions. Even the best of our acts or practices can become worthless in the eyes of the Lord when they are not authentic and sincere. We know it, each one of us; and God knows it, the Spirit who penetrates our mind and our spirits.
At times we claim that we are not able do much in a situation around which does not help… but the question is – is this claim authentic, or is it an escapism or conformity! The point is, a true image of comes through whatever we do or not do… it might take time for others to notice, but before God everything is bright as the dawn… and the Lord invites us to set aside our seeking for public respect or professional image, and work on the inner image, the core of our selves – that is what truly matters to God, and that is what fullness is all about: love, more than sacrifice.
March 13 – Hosea 14: 2-10; Mark 12: 28-34
Fasting is a movement from lack to fullness – just yesterday we
reflected that at times because of some justified tendencies, instead of moving
from lack to fullness, we seem to be retracting from fullness to lack, on a
tragic retro march! And this is why the Word points to us the most popular of
these retro marches – instead of turning to God in everything, we turn to
everything that is created by God, an unfortunate inversion of things. Instead
of moving from the creation towards the Creator, we forget the Creator and get
lost in the creation and the creatures!
Come back to the Lord your God, calls out Hosea in the first
reading today. The Gospel too instructs us in unequivocal terms – you must love
the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, mind and strength. That
singlemindedness alone can save us from losing our way, going the wrong way and
leading the others in the way to perdition. Only then shall we grow closer to
the Reign of God.
Fasting as a Lenten measure, has to lead us from lack to fullness!
There can be at least two real dangers in this prescribed motion – that we get
stuck to the creations or the creatures, given to us by God; or we look forward
to what God can give us and therefore we tend to feign recognition of God. This
is the danger of the retro march, once again pictured for us in the Word today.
The question left to us is clear – where is our focus: on God or
what God can give or what God has given? Let us take a serious moment of
silence before we come up with any response to that question… that it be true
and profound, not confused or compromised. Giving the right place to God and
never replacing that choice with anything else, come what may – that is the
life we are called towards. The symbol is clear and loud – the way to the Reign
of God: how close are we or how far are we? Who can answer that question,
except each one for oneself!
The Fasting, or the Lenten practices, that we observe or any
spiritual practice for that matter has to take us closer to God, not stop with
our personal satisfaction, popular opinions or conformity to traditions.
Towards fullness is moving toward God fully.
March 12 – Jeremiah 7: 23-28; Luke 11: 14-23
From lack to fullness – that is the journey defined for us which
we are discussing. The past few days have been inviting us to think about
humility, about contrite heart and lowly spirit in front of the Almighty
Absolute Mercy that God is. But if we look at the human tendency of the day (I
know I am generalising it too much), we see an arrogance, a pride, a
hardheartedness that denies God and anything to do with God…at times because of
this tendency, instead of it being from lack to fullness, we seem to be moving
from fullness to lack, a tragic retro march!
Reflecting on this Jeremiah speaks to us of “turning the backs”,
of stubbornness, failing to listen, and so on… he says about the people of his
time, which holds so good for our times – sincerity is no more, it has vanished
from their mouths. We find this prominent in very many settings today! There is
the retro-march tendency that can be noticed in many facets of human society:
from families to individualism, from faith to ruthlessness, from integrity to
arbitrariness… it is indeed a growingly tragic phenomenon!
The world does not stop with this… it continues to spread that tendency
by maligning even the good, the gentle, the simple, the God-fearing ones… this
is what happened to Jesus. He was accused of being under the influence of the
evil one, because he was not falling in line with the schemes of the arrogant
world.
Let us look at the tendencies of the world – the rising number of
divorces, the cases of infidelities justified, the lack of respect for persons,
hyper dependence on things and pleasures, investing on fleeting joys and false
grounds – aren’t these really retro marches, considering the fact of how the
Lord has created us in God’s own image, in the image of fullness, in the image
of glory, in the image of all-encompassing love?
The message is a simple and clear warning – beware of your steps!
Are you really moving from lack to fullness or retro marching from fullness to
lack and incompleteness? Fasting is a choice for God…and not being with God is
being against God!
March 10 – Daniel 3: 25, 34-43; Matthew 18: 21-35
From lack to fullness – that is the project of our reflection for
this week. And the Word yesterday invited us to look at the close connection
between this fullness and humility… the movement towards fullness is
essentially a movement from hardheartedness to humility, we reflected. Today,
we have the Word indicating to us a formidable sign of this humility – a
contrite heart, a broken spirit… which is diametrically opposed to
hardheartedness; a heart of stone that has to be replaced with the heart of
flesh.
The first element of this sign is the readiness to recognise our
imperfections. At times we find it so had to say that we can be imperfect – we
either think whatever we do is right or we are convinced that what we feel is
right is absolutely right for everyone. This not only leads to an arbitrariness
but also to a haughtiness that makes me consider everyone else subject to my
judgement.
A second element of this sign is the admission of our
imperfections. Even when we recognise a glitch within us, we might sometimes
try so hard to hide it or cover it up that we end up reinforcing it and making
it stronger than before and more harmful that earlier. Only a contrite heart
will enable me to admit my mistake and ask for pardon, admit my imperfection
and look for ways to grow up, admit my folly and make me submit myself to the
graciousness of the other and that of the Other.
The third essential element of this sign is, as a just follow up
of admitting my imperfection, permitting the imperfection of the other. A
sincerely contrite heart will certainly recognise the contrition of the other.
An honestly broken spirit will readily sense the brokenness of the other. An
authentically humble person will respect with great regard a person who seeks
forgiveness. This is the message that Jesus wants us to behold from the parable
he narrates today – that we become persons who measure up to the forgiveness
and compassion we have received from the merciful Lord, by being ourselves
merciful towards the others.
Yesterday we reflected on the fact that humility alone can help us
understand the reality of how we keep ourselves away from the absolute mercy of
God, through our hearts of stones… when we allow this heart of stone to be
replaced by a heart of compassion, we move definitively from lack to fullness.
March 09 – 2 Kings 5: 1-15,18-20; Luke 4: 24-30
Fasting is a spiritual exercise that should enable us move from
lack to fullness. The danger at times is that our spiritual practices make us
either self-righteous spiritual recluses or self-trumpeting identity seekers!
This is the sad fact that Jesus wants us to be aware of. We are reminded here
to go back to those first three days of this season of lent, when the Word
instructed us how our prayer, fasting and charity should be during lent, and
what they should lead us towards.
Holy father when he speaks about fasting in his Lenten message of
this year, he says “in order to practice fasting in accordance with its
evangelical character and avoid the temptation that leads to pride, it must be
lived in faith and humility.” There is, therefore, a very close affinity
between spiritual practices and humility. The Word today brings out this
message in a very concrete event narrated in the first reading and
interpretatively referred to by Jesus in the Gospel – it is about Naaman.
Naaman in infuriated – not because Elijah refused to cure him,
because he did not; not because Elijah maltreated him or called him names,
because that never happened; not because Elijah asked for exorbitant
remuneration to carry out the miracle of healing, because that was never a
concern for Elijah. Naaman was angry because his ego was offended. He was not
disrespected but he ‘felt’ insulted. He was not maltreated but he “felt” he was
despised. He felt so, because his heart was hardened with pride and self-glory.
His ego of a minister in the courts of the king was so big that he looked at
the way Elijah treated him was belittling.
Elijah was clear about his stand – that he was not curing Naaman
but the God of Israel was; that he would not want to have anything to do with
the great political guest who has come but wanted his king not to despair on
account of anyone. Elijah was acting on God’s behalf… and before God Naaman,
justifiably, cannot hold on to his haughtiness; but his heart was hardened not
to see the truth. Fortunately, a little bit of humility, put into his heart by
his servants, brings him to healing, to wholeness, to salvation!
Fasting has to bring us to see the truth, to be grounded – that is
to be humble. Humility alone can help us understand the reality of how we keep
ourselves away from the healing grace of God, the love and compassion of God
that makes us whole. When we move from hardheartedness to humility, we move
gradually from lack to fullness.