WORD 2day: Friday, 25th week in Ordinary time
September 25, 2020: Ecclesiasticus 3: 1-11; Luke 9: 18-22
Anxiety is against faith because it points to a lack of trust in the Lord. You are worried about the future, it is justified to the extent that it helps you to prepare, plan and project some of your actions, habits and decisions towards making positive changes in what is to come, within your powers. But after that limit, it becomes a unwarranted worry and a burden taken upon oneself, as if every depends on you and you alone!
Curiosity is lack of patient acceptance of the present. You have a task at hand and you are involved in it...but your mind is all the time preoccupied on finishing it and seeing its outcome, than on really applying yourself whole heartedly to it. You are involved in preparing for an examination, you are more interested to know what questions will be asked of you. You are working on a project, but you are more interested in knowing whether it will end up to be a success or not. Curiosity is again a denial of the fact that every moment of your life, you are receiving it from the Lord, in faith.
To both these - anxiety and curiosity, and to many other spiritual ailments the corrective given is Surrender! In simple terms, surrender can be described as the assurance that in God's time everything will happen. Patience, trust and the unfailing confidence in God's goodness, are the ingredients of this mentality of surrender. Especially when things aren't going the way we would want them to, we need this quality to remain sane and secure. Doesn't that speak to the kind of experience we are having these days?
In the Gospel today, we find Jesus as a personification of this quality. He was neither curious nor anxious about his mission on earth. That is why he was more interested about their personal conviction than the public opinion; and he was stern that they don't go about frenetically spreading their conviction and forcing it on people, but to let them arrive at that conviction through their own experience too!
That serenity on Jesus' part comes from the attitude of Surrender, an assurance that everything will be made beautiful IN GOD'S OWN TIME.