Hearing what I want to hear???

THE WORD AND THE SAINT 

July 31, 2020: Remembering St. Ignatius of Loyola
Jeremiah 26: 1-9; Matthew 13: 54-58

Have you been to a Hearing Test centre? Get in touch with a technician there, and the person would explaining to you: there are different kinds of deafness... mild hearing loss, moderate hearing loss, moderately severe hearing loss, severe hearing loss and profound hearing loss! At times spiritually too these hearing losses can be calculated in a similar fashion, but we need to add one more crucial type of hearing challenge. That is, Selective Hearing Loss! 

Thanking God for a great saint today - St. Ignatius of Loyola, we are are reminded of something that was very close to his heart: Discernment! Discernment of what to do, what to choose, how to decide and how to live! It is hardly surprising that the present Holy Father, a Jesuit himself, insists so much of this - accompanying the young on their path of discernment. One of the deadliest enemies of a sincere discernment is the same as what we have just spoken of: Selective Hearing Loss.

It is nothing but, hearing only what I want to hear, or refusing to hear what I do not want to hear merely because it causes me inconvenience. This is the syndrome that we see the people are in, in both the first reading and the Gospel. When Jeremiah spoke to them about the impeding danger and their need to return to the Lord, they deemed him liable to death. When Jesus spoke to them on issues that really challenged their daily life, they looked at him with suspicion and despised him for the "ordinariness" from which he hailed.

The Word of God keeps rushing into our hearts. It would cleanse it, refresh it and fill it with life, if only we allow it to. If we are guarded, biased and suspicious, we would break no ground towards perfection. On this day when we remember Ignatius, a tough man who made tough choices to do everything for the greater glory of God, let us allow the Word to melt our hearts and inspire us to work out of this syndrome of 'hearing merely what we want to hear'! Let us hear the Word and accept its challenges, on a daily basis!

Doing it God's way

WORD 2day: Thursday, 17th week in Ordinary time

July 30, 2020: Jeremiah 18: 1-6; Matthew 13: 47-53

Have thine own way Lord, 
have thine own way

Thou art the potter, 
I am the clay

Mould me and make me, 
after thy will

while I am waiting 
yielded and still.

What a beautiful prayer it could be for us to make this day, inspired by the passage from Jeremiah... to accept the Lord as the potter, who makes me, moulds me and uses me to behold the glory of the Lord and share it to the world! If only this is always the case, that we are in the hands of the Lord and that we do just what the Lord wants us to do - the world will be a paradise, the Reign of God here and now. For is that not what we pray: May your will be done, here on earth, as it is in heaven!  

In the parable that Jesus tells us today about the Reign of God, he brings out a fundamental element of either belonging to the Reign or not belonging to it. The angels will separate the good from the bad; the wicked from the righteous; the docile from the obstinate; the obedient from the rebellious; the discerning from the naive. Yes, the criterion is: doing the will of the Father, being clay in the hands of the Divine potter, not rebelling, not disobeying, not trying to act too smart!

Have you heard it said, that the anthem in heaven is, "I did it God's way"; while in hell it is, "I did it my way." The secret is here: doing it God's way! Living our life, God's way!

The Lord with us

THE WORD AND THE SAINT

July 29, 2020: Remembering St. Martha

Jeremiah 15:10, 16-21; John 11: 19-27

I am with you to save you and to deliver you...says the Lord in the first reading today. At times we battle with thoughts similar to what we hear from Jeremiah and we wonder if the Lord has abandoned us or abandoned this world all to itself! When things go wrong and so drastically out of control, as it is being experienced today world over, we feel like complaining as did Martha to Jesus, "if you were here, my brother would not have died"... 'if you were really here, these things would not be happening to us!' 

Just as Jesus challenges Martha to journey further in her sense of hope in the Lord, today the Lord tells us: I am with you to save you and deliver you! Do you believe that? It is like what St. Paul says about Abraham in Romans 4:18, that Jesus invites Martha to hope against hope - and us too! 

Martha's confession about Christ has nothing less short of the confession of St. Peter! The faith that Martha had in Jesus was so profound that she believed when Jesus was around nothing could go wrong. Jesus acknowledges the trust that Martha had in him, but invites her to go a step ahead and trust that even if things went wrong, she had nothing to fear for the Lord was with her always!

It is simple in times that are pleasant, to trust in the Lord; it is not that very simple to trust in the Lord "always". Even when things go wrong, or especially in such situations as today: disease, death, fear, panic, anxiety, uncertainty... we are called to be calm but vigilant; seeking solutions but not begging remedies. 

Not looking for any immediate and ready made solutions anxiously, but daring to remain patient with the issues of life, is a clear sign of total trust in the Lord, that the Lord is with us, that the Lord will never abandon us, that the Lord is there with us to save us and to deliver us! 

Time to return to the Lord - today and now!

WORD 2day: Tuesday, 17th week in Ordinary time

July 28, 2020: Jeremiah 14: 17-22; Matthew 13: 36-43

Rescue us, O Lord, for the glory of your name - the response for the psalmody inspires us to pray today, words that would mean so much in today's context. Tears, fears, death, sickness, hunger, unemployment, migration, terror, wickedness, enmity, slandering, sledging and all that is happening all around us - how tiring it has become to live our human existence today! Who has been the reason for all this: is it true that God has abandoned us? Or is it that we have abandoned God, and God's ways?

All that God sowed into our lives has been good and nothing but good; where does this hatred, exploitation, greed, manipulation, violence, vengeance and the rest of the evils come from? All from within us; from our evil thinking, from our evil tendencies, from our evil choices, from our abandoning of God. And if we want things to be set right, there is only one way out - that we leave this way of the evil one and return to the Lord, in hope, faith and love!

And when do we do this? Wait for the last minute possible? It is fine so, if we are ready to face and endure all these evil till that last minute and remain still strong enough to cling to the Lord. That is what the world seems to think today: there is time; there is time for thinking about God and all that pertains to God. We can always make it up to God, there is no hurry - people think - because God is loving and merciful and at anytime that we turn to the Lord, God will receive us into God loving mercy! 

Yes, it is true...God is loving and merciful, ready to forgive and ever willing to reach out to us in embrace. That is on God's part. But imagine, if I go so far away from God that it would be so difficult for me to return to the Lord! In my thoughts and choices, attitudes and actions, decisions and priorities, if I am so far away from God... even if I decide to turn to God - it would be a herculean task to return. That is the experience of so many today, people wriggling under the pains and slaveries that they wish to get away from, but unable to. Should we wait for that last moment? Is it not time to return to the Lord, today and now? 

The God of Small things!

WORD 2day: Monday, 17th week in Ordinary time

July 27, 2020: Jeremiah 13: 1-11; Matthew 13: 31-35

God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise; God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong. God chose what is low and despised in the world, things that are not, to reduce to nothing things that are, so that no one might boast in the presence of God (1 Cor 1:27-29). 

Jesus is fond of presenting his Father as the God of small things! He thanks God for keeping the secrets from the elites but revealing them to children (cf. Lk 10:21) and compares the Reign of God to a mustard seed and to a pinch of yeast. He invites us to learn of his meekness and humility (cf. Mt 11:30) and mediates the salvific love of God through his sheer obedience (cf. 2 Phil). Mindful of this, St. Paul sighs, "what do we have that we have not received?" (cf. 1 Cor 4:7).

Let us remind ourselves of our smallness before God! It is nothing more than a realistic understanding of what we are in front of the majesty that God is adorned with. It is better to be a small little thing in the presence of God than a mighty big being without God. Just being mighty and powerful... do you think It would make any sense; certainly, not forever! 

The foolish man says in his heart, 'there is no god' - derides the Psalm (14:1). The secret lies in keeping it simple and being grateful for every small thing that we have; for our God is a God of small things!

WHAT DO YOU CHOOSE?

God's Choice - strange and ultimate!

July 26, 2020: 17th Sunday in Ordinary time

1 Kings 3: 5, 7-12; Romans 8: 28-30; Matthew 13: 44-52

Have you lived these moments:

- Someone defrauds you and takes away from you whatever you have, though it might not have been much, but that is all what you had! You let go of it, for you have no other go.

- Someone requests you for a help and you render it most willingly, only to later come to know that the person never deserved that help, or the person actually has been exploiting you! You shrug your shoulder and go your way.

- Someone is in dire need and you very generously lend a hand; but as soon as the person got to a better state of affairs, the person turns indifferent to you. You begin to wonder, why on earth in the first place, did you choose to help! Anyway, you did what you did, you would do it further too.

- Someone whom you know is against you or has no corner soft in his or her heart for you, but you continue to do good, help out and remain charitable, however feeling bad that nothing returns. You keep doing it anyway.

Have you lived an experience of this nature? Can there be a rational explanation for these ...however hard you try they will only remain empty excuses. But the world considers foolish what these persons consider valuable whereas, that which matters the least to these, matters the most to the world. 

It is all about Choices! The choices we make determine who we are! And the who we are conditions the kind of choices we make. Yes... you read it right. They are one and the same. The choices make persons! That is why today we see the insistence, be it in the first reading or in the Gospel, about the radical choices we need to make for God and things that pertain to God - the reasons are two: one, because that is how we become persons of God; and second, because God has made a choice for us (as St. Paul reminds us in the second reading). 

God's Choice: We are faced with so many situations in life, when we have to make the right choices. The entire discussion on what is the right choice and why we have to make the right choice, finally boils down to one fact: we have to choose to do the right thing, because God has chosen us. God chose us long ago, predestined us, called us and has justified us, waiting to share God's glory with us - our task is to remain worthy of that glory. That is why we are called to choose the right things at the right time. The foundation, the motivation and the  criterion of our choices is, naturally, God's choice, that is the fact that God has made a choice for us!

Strange Choice: The sad fact is that our choice for the right, might some times look strange for the others and a sadder fact is that we are conditioned by this and we prefer not to look strange. We unfortunately decide to go with the flow, ride with the wind, float with the current and conform to the world - but the Word gives us a statutory warning: do not conform to the world (Rom 12:2). Of course, a choice like those of what Jesus speaks of in the parables he narrates today, might look strange for an outsider - the man deciding to sell everything and buy the land he was tilling, the other who sells everything to posses one pearl that he found... those looking at it from the galleries will sometimes even laugh at it, but the one who is immersed in the reality will know exactly what he or she is making a choice for. That is how it is, if only we have tasted the Lord, and if only we long for the Lord, we would not mind making strange choices, we would not mind appearing strange beings! Nothing really matters, when we know we have the Lord with us!

Ultimate Choice: All the individual choices we make in life are destined towards the ultimate choice, the choice for God! The choice of Solomon, was something like that. When God asked him to choose something, he chose to ask God for the grace of making the right choice! Discernment, is the capacity to make the right choice, the capacity to think right, the capacity to look at everything and understand them all from the perspective of God, which alone is the right knowledge. Solomon's choice was the ultimate choice, that is why when he made that choice, he had everything that he could have! The ultimate choice is the choice for the mind of God. When St. Paul invites us to put on the mind of Christ, he is in fact inviting us to a way of life that is ordered after the mind of God - the right choices at every situation we find ourselves in, in spite of the biased judgments that might pressurise us from all around. The Ultimate choice is the choice for God!

The choice of Solomon, the attitude that St. Paul speaks of and the acts of the persons speaks of in the parable, they are of this kind. They seem to be losers in the eyes of the world. But in fact they gain something that the world knows nothing about. It is based on these choices that they will be sorted out at the end of times. 

Certainly, we have heard the story of that girl who was asked to choose whatever she wishes in the palace of the king. Whatever she touched, it was told, would belong to her. While everyone else with her was running helter skelter touching what they could imagine was precious, this girl stood her ground filled with thoughts. They asked her, 'haven't you made your choice?' She said, 'in fact I have' and walked up to the king and held his hand. What could be more precious than the king in the palace of the king - she became the crown princess! 

We may have everything, but if we lack God on our side, soon we will feel the emptiness all around. When we choose God we choose everything! What do you choose? 

Jesus' School of Servant Leadership

THE WORD AND THE SAINT

July 25, 2020: Remembering St. James, the Major
2 Corinthians 4: 7-15; Matthew 20: 20-28

Feast of any Apostle reminds us of the wonderful words that St. Paul utters today: "we hold this treasure in earthen vessels". Every apostle has his own weakness, nevertheless the gift that they are and that they possess, surpasses everything as God's power and might is revealed in it.

Feast of St. James (with the Gospel that we are given to reflect today) reminds us of this more strongly and adds another specific teaching, a teaching from Jesus' School of Servant Leadership. In Matthew's and Mark's versions of the Gospel, we find every time that Jesus foretells about his passion, he follows it up with the discourse on servant leadership (as we see in Mt 16:24ff; 18:1ff; 20:20ff). 

The world today asks without fail, in doing anything, "what is there FOR ME in it?" The tendency to look for a gain in everything, doing only those that will bring something in return for me, doing everything in a manner that things will turn in my favour, or doing things with a mind to manipulate them in order that I gain the most given any situation - these are some competences that are advocated by the society today and everyone is expected to grow in this expertise. Jesus' school of leadership, has a totally different mindset to offer. 

James and John took some time to realise that the only thing they could inherit from Jesus was his identity as Suffering Servant! That is what Jesus repeatedly taught them - you serve and in serving you become a person of God! Once James and John understood it, they understood what it meant to be a true apostle of Christ.

Eventually they wanted to drink the cup that Jesus mentioned and that is what they did. James led the community of Jerusalem... humble and service minded as the Master himself; and his blood shed like the Master's (Acts 12:2). Let us praise the Lord for the apostle St. James and be prepared to witness to the Lord till our last breath, in our humble service!

To Grow into Arks

WORD 2day: Friday, 16th week in Ordinary time

July 24, 2020: Jeremiah 3: 14-17; Matthew 13: 18-23

No one shall ask, "where is the Ark", says the Lord. The promise gets embodied when a person begins to build his or her life on such a promise. We are a people who stand on the promises of the Lord.  Right from the Old Testament experience we see that the Lord made promises and the Lord kept them too! The revelation of God in Christ, specially the revelation in the Risen Lord has been, and continues to be, the greatest of all hope giving promises. The Word today reminds us to grow into arks of this promise, in our very own lives! 

When we whole heartedly receive the promises from the Lord with hope, we become the ark, holding out those promises to the rest of our brothers and sisters. Gone is the need to preserve the Ark and to carry it from place to place - that belongs to the OLD testament! The New Testament call, the urgent call today and the call of the people of Resurrection is not to dance around with the Ark but to become the arks ourselves...holding out the promises of the Lord to the world.

Just look around and understand the times: so dark, so uncertain, so painful, so frightening, so helpless and so oppressive. What is going to be the message that I share with others, with those around me, with the world? One that adds to this uncertainty and anguish? Or something that will fill persons and communities with hope and positive thinking? What I have within me is what I would transmit...which means I need to fill myself with the hope giving Word, and grow into an ark of God's promises!

The very presence of some persons fills those around or the situation around with enormous hope. These are truly the Arks of the Promise, who have the Spirit of the Risen Lord within them, holding it out to everyone. Can I grow to be one among those?

What everyone longs for...

WORD 2day: Thursday, 16th week in Ordinary time

July 23, 2020: Jeremiah 2: 1-3, 7-8, 12-13; Matthew 13: 10-17

There is one thing that everyone longs for ultimately in life and beyond... peace and serenity! Every time God calls us to Godself, we are promised comfort, peace, tranquility, peace and well being. These are the lofty gifts that the Lord has in store for us. These we receive not by looking but seeing, not by hearing but listening, not by desiring for riches and luxuries but for the presence of God. When we abandon God, we find ourselves abandoned; not because God has abandoned but because we have abandoned God and moved away from God.

Look at the double mistake that the Lord points out through Jeremiah: one, forgetting the source fountain and secondly creating little cisterns thinking that you will store water for ever, but even those cisterns are leaking and so weak! What a powerful imagery to understand the kind of priority crisis we have in the world today! Yes we are constantly abandoning God, to our own detriment. 

There are subtle ways of abandoning God - hearing but not understanding, looking but not perceiving, seeing but not taking to heart the presence and the majesty of God. We are after "useless idols" as Jeremiah says in the first reading. What everyone longs for, what the whole world is yearning for, is right near us for our taking. But we are too busy making our living, establishing our names and defining our own glories. 

All that we need to do is open our eyes and see, open our ears and listen, open our hearts and perceive: we have so easily available what everyone longs for, right at our doorstep - the peace and joy that the Lord alone can give!

A Passionate love for the Lord

THE WORD AND THE SAINT 

July 22, 2020: Song of Songs 3: 1-4; John 20: 1-2, 11-18
Celebrating Mary of Magdala, one who loved the Lord passionately

Mary Magdalene is one character in the life of Jesus, that many are very curious about. The conspiracy theorists and apocryphal experts find in themselves a great interest to study this person more and more and come up with details that are there and even those that are not there! However they all begin with one question, which the Gospel today answers.

That Question is this: Why is it that the Lord appeared to her first and not to the other apostles? 

The Gospel answers it in such simple terms: because she was there! 

As we read in the Gospel today, she was there at the tomb early morning. Then, she ran to the apostles and brought them; the apostles saw, they believed and they left... but she was there, she stood on, she stayed at the tomb and kept weeping (cf v.11). She was there and she got to see her Master. 

She was like that widow about whom Jesus spoke of once in his parables (Lk 18) - persistent and insistent, not giving up! She wanted by all means to know what happened to her Master! She could not settle with the answer, 'we do not know'! She persisted in her heart and mind and soul. She stayed on because she just could not go! She was so passionately in love with her Master.

The key is right there: if we are passionately in love with the Lord, we will see the glory of the Lord right in front of our eyes. A passionate love for the Lord seeks the Lord with a yearning so strong that cannot take 'no' for an answer. By all means, the soul, the heart, the person wants to get in touch with the Lord. That is what is to be answered first when i say, I want to encounter the Lord - how passionate am I about it? How passionately am I in love with the Lord? My passionate love for the Lord will be seen in my daily life style: nothing else will matter more to me, every person around me will resemble my Lord to me, every cry of the suffering will come to me as my Master reaching out to me, every heart that bleeds will bring my Master alive suffering right before my eyes. How can I remain indifferent then? Yes, the key is, a passionate love for the Lord!